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MARY: I had written to him three times.
to Mr. Hayward,

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and every time the letter
it was returned to me

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marked as "unknown forwarding address".

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There was so much I wanted
tell you...

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..but it wasn't meant to be.

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It doesn't matter. I wouldn't sink into grief.

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I had overcome difficulties before,

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and I would use my experiences

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to find my place in London

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and show that I could build a life here,
not only to myself, but also to...

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Mom.

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Here she is.
I didn't know you were...

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Sorry, what are you doing here?
Your mother has come to stay.

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For a short time.

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Lizzie's doctor advised me

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come to London to see
to Dr. Simmons,

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who is a great
authority on nervous disorders.

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Well, sit down!

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Mr. Darcy has been most insistent,

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urging me to think of myself
and not rush back to Pemberley

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until there is
been adequately attended to.

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Now, Mary, I have

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decided to forgive your actions
in Pemberley,

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and offer you my
help one last time.

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While I'm here...

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..I intend to finish what I started

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and find suitable partners
for all my daughters.

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Oh please, mom, really.

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Four out of five should already be considered
a great triumph.

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A great win, indeed.

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Mary has a lot in London
to occupy your time.

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There is no better use
of Mary's time to find a partner.

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Oh please, mother, really,

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I am very happy the way I am.

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I understand your shame, Mary,

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for the way you've behaved
with me.

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But nevertheless,
you can't cancel

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my natural goodness
and my maternal instinct.

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I have made arrangements for

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You meet several suitors.

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[PLAYS PIANO]

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[HE SNORES]

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[MRS BENNET LAUGHS]

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Is it too much to ask of you
what do you do even if it's

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the slightest effort with just
one of these gentlemen?

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Mary has made good connections.

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Oh, and good connections provide you
for the rest of your life?

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And she is welcome here.

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Oh yes, for now.
For as long as she wants.

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[Knock on the door]

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Go ahead! Happens.

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A visitor for Miss Bennet.

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Mr. Ryder is here.

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Mr. Ryder?

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Well, let it happen.
Please let him in.

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Thank you.

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Uh... Oh!

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Mr. Ryder, how wonderful to see you.

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Mrs. Bennet, Mrs. Gardiner,

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Miss Bennet.

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And to what do we owe the pleasure
of your visit?

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Yes, excuse me for introducing myself
without announcing myself, I...

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..I was wondering if I could talk
with Miss Bennet.

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Of course.

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In private.

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Miss Bennet, I am greatly relieved.
Seeing her looking so good after...

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Thank you. Yeah.

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I regretted not having been able
say goodbye to you in the Lagos.

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Once I knew I was
being cared for,

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I felt it was my duty to accompany

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Miss Bingley back to London to see
to a doctor.

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I understand. But they kept me informed
of his recovery.

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Miss Bennet, I...

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..I wanted to sincerely apologize
for what happened.

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Oh, I had my share of the blame too.
in the events.

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No, no, it was entirely my fault.

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I put you and Miss Bingley
in grave danger.

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I am full of remorse.
Oh, really, don't think about it anymore.

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Although it didn't end well...

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..in general, I remember my time
in the Lakes with much love.

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It was never my intention

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interrupt your time there,

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but... I needed Mr. Hayward's help.

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You will see...

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..Lady Catherine de Bourgh
He unexpectedly named me his heir.

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Oh. Yes.

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I informed Mr. Hayward of my change
of fortune,

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and I told him...

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..of my intention to declare myself to you
that same afternoon.

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I see.

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He knew what I could offer him,
and...

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..he gave me his blessing.

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Did he do it? Hmm.

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Miss Bennet, I wanted

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resume our conversation
the Lakes.

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Of course.

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Of course, Mr. Ryder, please,

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Hey, please sit down.

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[HE CLEARS HIS THROAT]

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I have never met anyone
that makes me think like you do.

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Make me see the world
as you do.

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I've certainly never met anyone

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Let him speak as frankly as you,
and I admire that greatly.

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You are very kind.

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Although there is something like

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a chasm between my ideals
and the world we live in...

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..I like to think that...

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..you and I could carve out
an interesting existence...

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..together.

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Now I'll do what I should have

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done weeks ago and I'll ask him...

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..Miss Bennet...

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..would you consider

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accept my hand in marriage?

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Mr. Ryder.

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My answer must be, of course...

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..that I don't love him.

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Could it be that you... that you can
come to love me?

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Not the way you...

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..deserves to be loved.

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Your friendship has...

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..has taught me a lot about myself,

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and that's why I will always be
grateful.

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But I don't think...

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..that would have ever made him happy.

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You should follow your heart.

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Go to Italy and take advantage of everything
what it has to offer.

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I see.

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You will find happiness, Mr. Ryder.

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True happiness.

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I don't doubt it.

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It was a...

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..pleasure to see it
looking so good.

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Pleasure to see you looking so...

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..dry.

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[HE CHUCKS]

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Goodbye, Miss Bennet.

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Bye bye.

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No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
Mother.

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Hey, I should go.

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No. Please stay there.
Mother!

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Mr. Ryder, you may leave.

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What have you done?

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Ugh, I need some air.

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Mary.

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Mary!

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[THE DOOR CLOSES]

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[SHE SIGHS]

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Miss Bennet.

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Mr. Sparrow! Uh...

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Mmm...

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Is everything okay?

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Oh yes. The... the smoke of the city

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It is particularly dense today,
and it seems that he has, uh...

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[SHE LAUGHS NERVOUSLY]
May I?

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Thank you.

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I hope you still
are serving you well.

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They really do.

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[SHE LAUGHS]

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Tell me, what... what brings you to
London?

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I graduated from Moorfields
two weeks ago.

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So now he's a doctor.
Just like he said he would be.

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Congratulations, Mr. Sparrow.

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I always thought it would end
studying somewhere, somehow.

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I would like to be a governess...

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..from an older girl, perhaps.

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I think I would enjoy teaching petrology.
and geology and...

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Their specialties.

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[THEY LAUGH]

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Maybe one day I could
be my daughter's guardian.

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Do you have a son? It's one year old.

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Oh.

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Then maybe I will. Yes.

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No, I haven't gone deep
still very much in it.

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I don't think my mother will approve.

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If I remember correctly,
you and your mother always

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They had very different ideas about life,

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about reading,
about the use of glasses.

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And about...

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..possible suitors.

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If I may be so bold.

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If it has always cost you
please your mother,

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why do you keep trying?

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As long as you know what you want,

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maybe it's time to stop worrying
for what she thinks.

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Our happiness is in our own hands.

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Absolutely. I really think it is.

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It has been a pleasure
see it again.

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I must return. Oh.

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Goodbye, Mr. Sparrow.

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I'm so glad I stumbled upon it.
with you today.

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[SHE SIGHS]

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Mary,

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what the hell are you thinking?

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Mother, I'm sorry
disappoint her, again,

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but I will not marry Mr. Ryder.

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Foolishness! call him back
and tell her you were wrong.

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No, I won't do that.

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Have you no consideration
because of my nerves?

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I have never wanted
cause you any problems.

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Oh you've caused me nothing but trouble

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since the day you were born.

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Yes, I am aware that this is the case.

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I'm trying to help you.

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I don't want them to look at you
over the shoulder.

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Who looks at me like that?

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Mary please call Mr. Ryder

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and accepts his proposal.
I don't love him!

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Mom, I haven't waited all this

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time alone to marry a man
the one I don't love.

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At the time you would have agreed to get married
with Mr. Collins. Did you love him?

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No, I didn't love him. No.

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At that moment I thought...

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I thought I was helping our family.
to preserve Longbourn.

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And now there's a handsome man

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and wealthy willing
to overlook your defects,

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and you have rejected it!

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Because I have changed!
Well, it changes again like before!

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Charlotte once told me

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that my options were marriage
or misery.

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but I have seen
many miserable marriages.

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And meanwhile,

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I have experienced a lot of joy
in life on my own.

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What will you do without a husband?
How are you going to survive?

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I will work as a governess.
Outside the family?

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Yes. I will take care of an older student

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and I will give you a more detailed education

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and with more nuances, working at a level

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higher on a specific set of...

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Why do you insist on torturing me?

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It has always been
my intention to please her.

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It makes me very sad that never

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has been able
to make her feel proud of me.

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That I would never be able to match
to my sisters in their esteem.

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I'm sorry.

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you have no idea
what this has been like for me.

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I had five daughters.
Five daughters.

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And I knew that everyone should marry well
in order to survive.

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And there was no one to achieve it
That would happen except me.

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Your father never had to
think about it.

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And he never moved
a finger to help.

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In fact, any attempt I made

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to talk about their futures seemed lonely
irritate him.

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I was completely alone.

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You and I have always been creatures
very different.

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And we probably always will be.

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It doesn't seem fair to me that there isn't
received help in his efforts.

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But...

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..he did it.

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We are all established
in our different ways.

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I have chosen my path

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and I am happy with him.

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I didn't want you
you will be left behind

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Goodbye, mother.

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[MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYS]

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Give our love to Lizzie.

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Goodbye, Jane.

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[THE DOOR CLOSES]

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[SHE SIGHS]

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Mary, I must say no.
I think I've never seen anyone

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stand up to your mother in such a way
successful like you did.

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00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:27,120
Really? It was very impressive.

263
00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:35,920
I don't care that I'm never going to get married.

264
00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:37,440
Hey...

265
00:18:38,680 --> 00:18:42,840
It only saddens me that,
well, without a home of my own

266
00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:44,880
I will never be able to choose my own
wallpaper.

267
00:18:44,880 --> 00:18:46,680
[THEY LAUGH]

268
00:18:46,680 --> 00:18:48,920
You can always choose one
for your room,

269
00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:50,320
Mary, if you like.

270
00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:54,960
Do you think I have done
the wrong...

271
00:18:56,280 --> 00:18:57,840
...by not marrying Mr. Ryder?

272
00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:00,760
Not at all, Mary.

273
00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:04,280
I have learned a lot from him.

274
00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:07,960
He is a man who finds joy in life,

275
00:19:07,960 --> 00:19:10,000
and there is much to admire
in it.

276
00:10:00,000 --> 00:19:11,840
But you don't love him.

277
00:19:13,560 --> 00:19:14,800
No.

278
00:19:17,400 --> 00:19:19,520
You love someone else.

279
00:19:25,040 --> 00:19:26,560
Where has it gone?

280
00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,880
I wish I knew.

281
00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:42,720
Thank you.

282
00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:46,000
Miss Bennet,

283
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:48,920
there is a visit for you
in the living room.

284
00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:52,400
Miss Bingley.

285
00:20:04,480 --> 00:20:06,120
[CLEARS THROAT]

286
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:18,160
Miss Bennet, I... I wanted to thank you

287
00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:21,680
for what he did on the mountain.

288
00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:27,760
You could have left me there,
and... he didn't.

289
00:20:35,800 --> 00:20:38,880
I think it's obvious that I...

290
00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:43,680
..I have great affection for
Mr. Ryder...

291
00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:48,480
..and I have come to ask you
that you...

292
00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:51,480
..leave him alone.

293
00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:53,280
Oh, Miss Bingley,

294
00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:56,720
you are much more suitable for
Mr. Ryder than me.

295
00:20:56,720 --> 00:20:58,560
Oh, he doesn't mean it.
Yes I say it.

296
00:20:58,560 --> 00:21:00,960
I'm saying, Mr. Ryder is...

297
00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:02,720
He is a dear friend,

298
00:21:02,720 --> 00:21:05,560
But he and I were never compatible.

299
00:21:10,600 --> 00:21:12,160
The truth is that...

300
00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:18,920
..for me he was always Mr. Hayward.

301
00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,920
But it's not meant to be.

302
00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:24,800
Really? Tom Hayward?

303
00:21:26,280 --> 00:21:28,360
Surely, he is within your reach.

304
00:21:29,520 --> 00:21:31,200
It seems not.

305
00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:33,040
It has disappeared.

306
00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:36,800
Wow, wow.

307
00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:54,320
Maybe I'll stop by and visit her.
sometime, Miss Bennet.

308
00:21:54,320 --> 00:21:57,240
Yes, we could...
We could read poetry together.

309
00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:03,360
Goodbye, Miss Bennet.
Goodbye, Miss Bingley.

310
00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:06,120
[THEY CLEAR THEIR THROATS]

311
00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:15,240
[SHE SIGHS]

312
00:22:23,640 --> 00:22:26,920
VOICE OVER: And so it was
How I carved my own path.

313
00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:31,920
I stayed in London
and I became a governess.

314
00:22:31,920 --> 00:22:34,400
Today we are going to talk about...

315
00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:39,000
Over time, I worried a little less
for the approval of others.

316
00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:41,960
And although the life that was

317
00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:45,560
chosen was different from
that of my sisters,

318
00:22:45,560 --> 00:22:48,560
I had a great experience
to be proud of.

319
00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:54,240
I had found a family
whom he loved very much.

320
00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:57,560
I was happy
in the life I had chosen,

321
00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:01,280
and I knew I was good enough.

322
00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:10,000
Although one can always be a little
Happier, I guess.

323
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,040
MAN SCREAMING: Miss Bennet!

324
00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:16,280
Miss Bennet!

325
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:19,560
Miss Bennet!

326
00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:30,120
Mr. Hayward.

327
00:23:51,120 --> 00:23:53,200
Mrs. Gardiner told me I could find her
here.

328
00:23:57,560 --> 00:23:59,840
Miss Bennet, I...
Where have you been?

329
00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:04,000
In Yorkshire.

330
00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:07,600
What do you mean by Yorkshire?

331
00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:09,520
You can't just say Yorkshire!

332
00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:11,920
As if Yorkshire were an explanation
completely reasonable

333
00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:15,680
for your sudden
and somewhat prolonged disappearance!

334
00:24:15,680 --> 00:24:17,040
After what you said...

335
00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:20,120
I'm sorry, Mary.
Please, please let me explain.

336
00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:24,360
Well, it's here now...

337
00:24:25,520 --> 00:24:27,960
...Mr. Hayward. Continue.

338
00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:34,840
When we were in the Lakes...

339
00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:37,840
..the legal issue that
Mr. Ryder asked me

340
00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:39,800
What I noticed was that I was going to inherit

341
00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:42,720
the fortune of
Lady Catherine de Bourgh.

342
00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:47,440
And I knew with complete clarity
for the incredibly behavior

343
00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:51,360
Ryder's irritant
that he felt sympathy for you.

344
00:24:51,360 --> 00:24:53,000
As I felt it too.

345
00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:57,680
How I still feel it.

346
00:25:00,120 --> 00:25:03,120
Such is my affection, in fact,
that when I found out

347
00:25:03,120 --> 00:25:05,000
of Mr. Ryder's good fortune
and of his plan

348
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,320
to propose marriage, I thought...

349
00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:10,280
..I thought the best for you
was for me to step aside politely.

350
00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:12,920
However, my actions
in the mountains...

351
00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:18,160
Did you think it was best for me
Was it stepping aside politely?

352
00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:23,920
So his disappearance was, in fact,
an act of courtesy towards me?

353
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:28,040
Ah! Oh! Miss...!

354
00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:30,400
Did you and Mr. Ryder think between the two of you?

355
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:33,120
that would decide my destiny
and that I would just accept it?

356
00:25:33,120 --> 00:25:36,440
As if it were a...
As if she were a grateful cat?

357
00:25:36,440 --> 00:25:38,760
If you put it that way,
It doesn't sound very good.

358
00:25:38,760 --> 00:25:41,120
Why didn't you just ask me
what i thought?

359
00:25:41,120 --> 00:25:43,240
I was reading between the lines.
There were no lines!

360
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:46,840
Mr. Hayward, there were no lines!

361
00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:49,640
I know I will never be able to offer you
what Mr. Ryder can.

362
00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:53,000
I have had to work for everything

363
00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:57,120
what I have and... and I thought
that you deserved better than that...

364
00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:01,920
..that you deserved someone better than me.
But now I realize...

365
00:26:03,120 --> 00:26:06,040
..that I won't know what you want
unless you ask.

366
00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:07,360
So I must tell you:

367
00:26:07,360 --> 00:26:09,800
I cannot offer you great wealth
nor take it to Italy.

368
00:26:11,360 --> 00:26:14,160
But I can offer you my love,

369
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:15,880
my devotion

370
00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:18,360
and my hope of starting a family
someday

371
00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:24,240
Mr. Hayward...

372
00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:28,880
..if you had asked me what I wanted,

373
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:31,720
I would have told him that I never wanted
to Mr. Ryder.

374
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:34,440
I have never loved Mr. Ryder.

375
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:36,360
I love you.

376
00:26:36,360 --> 00:26:39,000
I have only loved you.

377
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:40,520
I love her.

378
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:43,600
I have always loved her, since

379
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,320
the first time
that I surprised her playing

380
00:26:45,320 --> 00:26:49,000
to the game of thanks alone
when I thought no one was home.

381
00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:54,600
I've spent my life on the sidelines
of things,

382
00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:57,520
but with you I am fair
in the middle of everything.

383
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:08,080
Mary Bennet, would you

384
00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:10,400
the great honor
to become my wife?

385
00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:18,840
Yes.

386
00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:21,040
Yes.

387
00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:23,160
Yes.

388
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:31,920
[LAUGHING]: That was a yes, Mr. Hayward,

389
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:34,440
just in case... just in case not
he understood it.

390
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:36,240
Mary, I think now that we have
kissed,

391
00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:39,480
You could probably call me Tom.
[SHE LAUGHS]

392
00:27:54,360 --> 00:27:56,320
Wait, what made you come back?

393
00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:58,400
Oh I got a letter

394
00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,400
by Caroline Bingley.

395
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:03,160
That? Yes.

396
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:05,560
He wrote to me and told me about his conversation

397
00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,440
and I realized
that I was being ridiculous.

398
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:08,920
From Caroline Bingley?

399
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:11,200
Yes. He did a nice thing!

400
00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:13,280
Wait, how did he find you?

401
00:28:13,280 --> 00:28:17,120
She has her methods.

402
00:28:13,280 --> 00:28:17,120
[THEY LAUGH]

403
00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:22,080
My only wish is that we could thank you,
but he has left London.

404
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:24,240
Oh. He has gone to Italy

405
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:27,400
chasing Mr. Ryder.

406
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:29,120
No? Yeah!

407
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:31,400
[SHE IS AMAZED]

408
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:31,400
No?

409
00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:32,640
Yes.

410
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:36,320
Why not?

411
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:40,240
Oh.

412
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,480
VOICE OVER: And so it was
how I married him.

413
00:28:52,920 --> 00:28:56,040
But on my own terms, in my own time.

414
00:28:57,280 --> 00:29:01,200
And I hope you understand
That's almost the least of it.

415
00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:09,440
[INDISTINCT TALK]

416
00:29:10,400 --> 00:29:12,440
[THEY LAUGH]

417
00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:16,280
The important thing, perhaps, was just what Hill
had predicted

418
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:17,640
It's been so long...

419
00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:23,600
..that I needed to get out
and see the world outside my family

420
00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:26,720
so I can find my place in it.

421
00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:32,360
Hmm.

422
00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:37,520
Oh.

423
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:42,360
That's the last one of all. Really?

424
00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:43,760
Oh.

425
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:49,200
Oh, the indigo blue is splendid.

426
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:50,560
It is actually Tyrian purple.

427
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,280
Is it from Tire? Yes. From Greek myth

428
00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:55,320
about Hercules dog chewing
a purple sea snail.

429
00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:57,200
I didn't know Hercules had a dog.

430
00:29:58,520 --> 00:29:59,880
Catch up, Thomas.

431
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:02,880
I try.

432
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:08,960
What's next?

433
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:13,200
Spring green in the living room.